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Friday, February 27, 2009

Mixed Emotions

These past few days have brought up several conflicting emotions.

I'm scared of what the future may hold, disappointed that I have to close down the business that I've worked so hard on, troubled that my only finacial recourse seems to be bankrutcy, resigned that I have to ask my parents for financial help, heartbroken that I will have to leave my close friends behind as I begin this new phase in my life.

On the other hand, I'm excited by the new opportunities that await me, thrilled that I will finally be able to live my dream of traveling while making a living, hopeful that it will all work out better than I can imagine now, determined to make it all happen in a short period of time.

I think I'm going to need a lot of hugs in the next few months.


michelle said...

I will hug you as much as I can!!!

Gantry York said...

It's a shame that The Spanish Place is closing.

It was a great place for people to meet.

I wonder if any of the SP alumni would be interested in carrying on the conversation groups as a social club.

Wendy said...

I will send virtual hugs and we HAVE to try and get together after I move before you leave. I can understand your mixed emotions as I am going through a life change too...and I'm scared to death and excited all at the same time! HUGS!!!!